Name:
Vincent Chen Junhao
School:
Ngee Ann Polytechnic-Just Graduated
Age: 20
DOB: 19dec1988
Gender: Male

Zodiac Sign:
Sagittarius
Nov 23 - Dec 21
Sagittarius is exuberant, fun loving and social; you need to be pretty, witty and able to mix with his friends.

His enthusiasm and need for challenge causes him to jump into half baked schemes and plans that haven't been well thought out; provide him with some of the basic missing details.

He is a romantic, but only superficially, you'll have to teach him what it's all about.
He is extravagant in most everything he does; you'll have to help him control the spending.

His honest and naive nature makes him tactless when it comes to saying the right thing, he's prone to putting his foot in his mouth, re-interpret what he says to you the way he should have said it.

He likes sports and the out doors so learn to like these things because he'll expect you to tag along.

A few don'ts:
Don't question his honesty or integrity, he regards them highly.
Don't ridicule his pie in the sky ideas and schemes, be patient and forbearing.

Don't expect him to sit around like a couch potato, he's not the type.
Don't think that you'll be bored, you won't have that problem.

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009

Amanda; watashi no ohimechan
Cassandra
Harold
pea`
Dawn
Adeline
Suelynn
Yanling
JacksonTay
Victoria
Alisa

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resources: x

Life is just one big jigsaw puzzle.

* You don't always know how the picture will end up looking like at the end.
* The pieces are scattered and every one is individual.
* There are the easy parts and the hard parts.
* It takes time and patience.
* You're going to get frustrated. Sometimes you should just take a break.
* No matter how many times you try to jam a piece into an opening that you think is right, it doesn't mean that the piece is ever going to fit.
* Sometimes you'll need to give up on one piece and move along to the others.
* The piece may fit, and you try to reassure yourself that it's going to be fine, but somehow you know it's not right.
* You try to learn from your mistakes so as not to repeat yourself-- which you sometimes still do anyway.
* Your friends are as vital as your own skill.
* Always keep trying. You never know when you're going to get lucky.

'Once love you, once trust you.
Hikari demo yami demo, futari daraka shinjiaeru.
No, Hanasanaide.'

[translated]
'Once love you, once trust you.
Be it the light or the darkness, we can trust each other if it's only two of us.
No don't let go.'

sigh. tired of things already.

Sorry for the lack of updates...
well seriously i doubt there are people read my blog & updates...
so it really doesn't matters...

there are lots of things running through my mind right now...
i feel like running away...
but i can't, i have to face them in a way or two...
i don't have a choice... why am i addling about?
why i have to make things so tough for myself...
well there are things which sometimes cannot be accomplish...

firstly get over my last paper with great mark... can't afford to fail and then, find a part time stable job before NS... i still wondering should i send in my uni admission application... well give it a shot... will send in today... last day...

i know yesterday wasn't how i expected my valentine day to be.
but in the end, i went out with Dorothy, Nigel and Rand.
met up with Dorothy first at the library.
was suppose to meet her at her house void deck around 1pm due to some problem ^^; - not gonna be mentioned. hahas.

we met at 2.30pm at AMK library.
went to fish & co. AMk to have my lunch! hahas.
manager Cherry was complaining to me that i havnt give me schedule for one month already.
hahas. Rand came over awhile later.
waited for Nigel and off we went to Singapore flyer.
made some detour. GPS and human sense of direction problem. hahas.
GPS sometimes give last minute points, 'please taken left and exit the ram'
when we are at the right side of the road, unable to turn.
BIG ferris wheel!

next we went to singapore museum. the fashion, food, photography, theater section.
One word, 'COOL'. brings back memories how museum can be so fun!
gosh! pictures pictures!
hahas.

Arts & films theater section.


Fashion section.
[black qi bao so like chinese lady mafia boss]



Food and cultures sections.
[old drinks bottles]



Photography section.
[mini-16mm camera]


saw a wedding in the museum. damm GRAND!
one long table like 20 people! the people who attended the wedding was RICH!
all came in suite and blazer! GOSH!
i was wondering when can i be like that... *day dreaming*
*_*


dinner at plaze singapura. met up with John and Terrence.
all wanted to eat manhantern fish market too bad the quene was freaking long.
hate valentine day in town! freaking crowded. bloody hell!
in the end ate ichiban 6 person was splitted up into 2:4.
haha. after dinner, went up to casear and walk. the swords, the blades, the winchesters.
damm nice. damm cool. i want! i want to get my hands on the world of warcraft's frostmourn sword and zhou yu's sword!
$1388 and $348. dreaming again. *_*

i think i forget something yesterday. an event. hmm.. i wonder what is it.
well nevermind.

Breakeven - The Script

The Script - Breakeven lyrics

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

This is Life.

Life is just one big jigsaw puzzle.

• You don't always know how the picture will end up looking like at the end.
• The pieces are scattered and every one is individual.
• There are the easy parts and the hard parts.
• It takes time and patience.
• You're going to get frustrated. Sometimes you should just take a break.
• No matter how many times you try to jam a piece into an opening that you think is right, it doesn't mean that the piece is ever going to fit.
• Sometimes you'll need to give up on one piece and move along to the others.
• The piece may fit, and you try to reassure yourself that it's going to be fine, but somehow you know it's not right.
• You try to learn from your mistakes so as not to repeat yourself-- which you sometimes still do anyway.
• Your friends are as vital as your own skill.
• Always keep trying. You never know when you're going to get lucky.

For the time being, I shall fight because I was born wild!
I pass by at Mach 50.
There is a spinning whirlwind, in the open skies.
I am not the same person you hit yesterday.
One day i will conquer those blue skies.
The entire city is being cut down by this wind.
Then, the dreams that we grasp closely...
A bolt of thunder brings hope in the afternoon.
I keep running.
My tightened fish loosens.
The light at hand was engraved in movement for my sake.
As though, tomorrow's wind shall blow.
Blue skies, blue skies are...
The tears prove that we have grown up.
Bolt of Thunder!

Wang Zi ( Cute Version )

灰色的天空落下了悲傷　偽裝了兵荒馬亂遍地傷
沈默的月光惆悵著過往　泛黃了江山紅窗淚激昂

一步一步踏著腐敗　一口一口吸進塵埃
獨自一人孤軍奮戰　模糊的未來

我是孤傲的王子　做我的故事　用淚稀釋的往事　漸漸消失
我是孤傲的王子　優雅的固執　用我倔強的方式　盡情放肆

我獨自　一步一步一步一步地踏著腐敗　一口一口一口一口地吸進塵埃
過去現在明天未來我是否還在　我不我不我不我不敢期待獨自
一步一步一步一步地踏著失敗　一口一口一口一口地咀嚼傷害
過去現在明天未來我是否還在　我不我不我不我不敢期待

用我倔強的方式　盡情放肆

FRIDAY! outings, shoppings, datings, gathering!
WHAT THE HELL AM I STRUCK AT HOME!
=.= having more aching since the run yesterday.
kill me man! tuesday, NAPFA again!
please no more cramps!

Decode (Twilight Soundtrack Version) - Hayley Williams
Sometimes i wonder what's worth looking for life.
if i were able to obtain the 'worth', then i won't be in this state of life.
for some reason i feel so left out in this world.
i wanna fly freely in this world. not rot inside a lame shit doing nothing.
i don't like this feeling of nothing to do when i'm really free.
gaming: left 4 dead, defence of the ancient[DOTA]
graduating soon. walking into another phrase.
Serving NS. after NS, degree. guess till i find that 'worth'
there's nothing really i can do to kill this boredom.
feeling weird. awkward. i changed alot for quite a number of reasons.
ain't gonna be the same me in the past. so bastard.
scolding myself. tsk-ha. friends are always there when needed. family too.
but something is still missing. lost it quite long le.
i'm always thinking about it randomly.
for no reason, people says, 'dude, get a life! you need someone.'
but i always give and reply the same facial expression, '=.= HAR?! you got nothing better to do ar? saying me. tsk.'
Have to say thanks peeps for the concern. kinda fine i guess. XD

AH! NAFA test! 5 item test/station. completed with all gold. unfortunately an event occur.
2.4km. =X liver got cramped and hurts during the 4th lap. suppose to pass and get a gold but reversed. think i failed. no use crying over spilled milk. pity though pity. vincent old liao. cannot make it. hahas. tomorrow got final online WLT test and ANS lab test. gonna get going and studying. so shag after NAFA. hopefully i can manage to ace them tomorrow. life is absurd.



for some reason, i damm vain! wahaha. buay tahan! XD

what to do what to do?!
I'M SO BORED RIGHT NOW!

不痛

我还在相信你太自然的谎言 以为幸福还有可能实现
你的心总有另一面我看不见 我依然把你当做是我的天

你愿意保留给我的时间在递减 你却说这和爱不爱都没有关联
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆 如果心变了怎么会不明显

你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞 我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用 如果你问起我假装不痛

我们的回忆弄掉了我都不敢捡 你渐渐的改变是暂时还是永远
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆 如果心变了怎么会不明显

你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞 我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用 如果你问起我假装不痛

你施舍的寂寞让我比一无所有更难过 oh baby 我不奢求给我一个结果
如果要走至少要告诉我 你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞

我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动 你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用
如果你问起我假装不痛

Interesting morning!

Un-break My Heart (Toni Braxton)

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

Having a weird feeling. idk.
Stress? or something else?
What's this feeling? Needa find out.
Sigh. Hard to limn out. Timed out man!

BORING!!!!! (x3)
What am i gonna do? Kill me please. hahas.



Some random stuffs.
'Pure and innocent' nice words! hahas.
started cam-whoring to kill my time and my bore.
COME ON! RS! $30 rock, scissors, paper! I WON!
lols. amazing for some people betting on a simple game like this.
debts cleared. can't believe i didn't buy 4D when i dreamed about the number - 9845.
2nd prize lei. TOUGH LUCK!
Reminder, next time there's a number remember to buy. hahas.
Also DAD tough luck ar, what's meant not to be yours, won't be yours.
Dad bought 0302 came out 0203. Bought 1912(my birthday date), came out 1812.
Talking about luck. haha.
Buckle up Buckle up! Tests and papers coming up!
This mooey new year i've been lucky.
Hopefully i can be lucky in whatever i do with all my hard work and everything.