Decode (Twilight Soundtrack Version) - Hayley WilliamsSometimes i wonder what's worth looking for life.
if i were able to obtain the 'worth', then i won't be in this state of life.
for some reason i feel so left out in this world.
i wanna fly freely in this world. not rot inside a lame shit doing nothing.
i don't like this feeling of nothing to do when i'm really free.
gaming: left 4 dead, defence of the ancient[DOTA]
graduating soon. walking into another phrase.
Serving NS. after NS, degree. guess till i find that 'worth'
there's nothing really i can do to kill this boredom.
feeling weird. awkward. i changed alot for quite a number of reasons.
ain't gonna be the same me in the past. so bastard.
scolding myself. tsk-ha. friends are always there when needed. family too.
but something is still missing. lost it quite long le.
i'm always thinking about it randomly.
for no reason, people says, 'dude, get a life! you need someone.'
but i always give and reply the same facial expression, '=.= HAR?! you got nothing better to do ar? saying me. tsk.'
Have to say thanks peeps for the concern. kinda fine i guess. XD
AH! NAFA test! 5 item test/station. completed with all gold. unfortunately an event occur.
2.4km. =X liver got cramped and hurts during the 4th lap. suppose to pass and get a gold but reversed. think i failed. no use crying over spilled milk. pity though pity.
vincent old liao. cannot make it. hahas. tomorrow got final online WLT test and ANS lab test. gonna get going and studying. so shag after NAFA. hopefully i can manage to ace them tomorrow. life is absurd.

for some reason, i damm vain! wahaha. buay tahan! XDrestless.