Just call me Prince 王子...

2009-07-29T19:04:00.001+08:00

-shifted-
http://nekovinc.wordpress.com

2009-07-06T22:39:00.005+08:00

loving you EVERYDAY EVERYTIME EVERY HOUR!
je t'aime!

today's lesson is talk less more pictures!
SHOWTIME!
*it's i'm just lazy haha...*

'i'm perfectly fine with kittens. i want to have children!'
*quoted and taken note*

2009-07-05T06:44:00.002+08:00

-just came back from MJ session-
tired... but i tell myself at least have to post abit of updates...

CUTE CUTE CUTE! x3
ICE AGE 3 is seriously hilarious and has lots of cute characters!
adorable! you can't resist the show!
i know i'm a guy! but can't help it if it's really cute!
Loves thanks for the gift!
yours still in the making; sorry for the lateness... =x

arcade! it's always mario kart battle!
who wins who! played table hockey, table soccer & the drum!
cool cool! but didn't know the drum stick can play till our hands pain!
incredible day!

LOVED the gift so much! Nyan! cherish cherish cherish!
so special!

-tired & slept-

2009-06-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

It's our 1st month anniversary!
faaaaaaast!
so happy that i met you.
our story will continue to bloom.
so stay tune.
-devil loves-

just received a letter from MOH.
so
CONTRADICTING!
first they congratulate me for turning 21 soon .
next they talked about HOTA (Human Organs Transplant Act)
basically it's about organs transplant after being dead for the needed.
HELLO! YES!
i'm going to turn 21 soon
and
i'm not going to die to early.
= ="
i still got things to do ok?!
*touchwood*

-tsk-

what a day! korokoro loves.

2009-06-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

how i wish im filthy rich no need to work...

p.s. someone is getting more and more rou ma than me
steal my tactics and technique and improve it...
soon my girl will be more cunning than me...
OH NO!
better brush up
*qi bao; bao bao hairstyle, neko ears and tail with a bell to it*
wakaka

short blog short blog. half dead.

2009-06-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

i shall not blog much today.
today, i gonna rip of someone's post!
it's WAR! it tell you!
hahas kidding.

anything please go
http://thebbqchicken.blogspot.com/
my baby's post to read! about the past week events and recent events.

anyway started work.
weird start. tons of things to learn and remember.
signs like doctor's term of illness and operations stuffs.
insured payable/payable stuffs.
lots of maths/accounts.
knowledge on medical stuffs.

at first, i thought i will be interviewing for a post in IM (information management) dept.
ended up in GH (group&health) dept.
clearly this is not in my field of studies.
gosh. already tough in there.
paying cheap labors to do all the perm. staffs work.
$50/day. reasonable? doubt it.
oh well heck it! like i care. as long can work got money.
got money can go shopping. plan things with my girl.
save money. enjoy. with my ex-colleagues.
it's life.
*hints* doing my job slowly no matter what.
too much things le. too many. wahaha.
like NICK used to say to me,
'NTUC INCOME YOUR GRANDFATHER OPEN DE AR'
answer: maybe? =P

loves my girl lots lots~

2009-06-10T21:50:00.001+08:00

Dear this song is for you~! loves!

张栋梁 - 說你也一樣愛著我

為什麼你總是悶悶不樂
你知不知道你是最好的
這首歌我唱這首歌
就是要給你快樂

世界上只有你獨一無二
我為你填上幸福的顏色
這首歌我唱這首歌
你要專心地聽著

說你也一樣愛著我
有一個溫暖角落那是我心窩
把你的愛收起來放進我的口袋
不讓你輕易離開

我會永遠愛著你
到老還是同一句因為我珍惜
輕輕地搖著懶椅戴著老花眼鏡
還記得我們這首歌

2009-06-10T21:43:00.001+08:00

got addicted to this song!

王子 jiu shi 王子! 张栋樑...

张栋樑 - 沉默的瞬间

還搞不懂　心痛是什麼
似懂非懂成雲朵
愛得洶湧　來不及閃躲
我卻為她墜落
夢裡我淚滑落幾回
心軟弱了　逃避是非
潛意識　我心碎
夢醒了我張開雙臂
只願為愛勇敢一點　不後退
有誰會在乎　有誰會想念
有誰能看穿　我的笑臉
沉默的瞬間
寂寞卻伴著我長眠
你走的堅決　枯竭了愛戀　我給的一切
夢裡我　我的淚滑落幾回
心軟弱　軟弱了　逃避是非
潛意識　我心碎
夢醒了　我醒了　張開雙臂
只願為愛勇敢一點　不後退
有誰會在乎　有誰會想念
有誰能看穿　我的笑臉
沉默的瞬間
寂寞卻伴著我長眠
你走的堅決　不後悔
有誰會在乎　有誰會想念
沉默的瞬間
寂寞卻伴著我長眠
你走的堅決　枯竭了愛戀　我給的一切
愛得洶湧　來不及閃躲
我卻為她墜落

2009-06-08T22:12:00.006+08:00

*sick*

caught a cold.
this sucks.
>.<"
"rumble and ramble"
ohimesama & oujisama version

*the end*

nyan~ =3

2009-06-06T12:30:00.001+08:00

There are 3 great things in this world
The first thing is for you to love someone
The second thing is for someone to love you back
And the third greatest thing is for the first and second thing to happen at the same time.

And that's you.

loves.

2009-06-02T23:12:00.010+08:00

If it isn't for you...

everything is still
black and white

thank you.
thy love,
♥ amanda phoa zi hui ♥

story begins and forever~
♥doki doki♥
ohimesama & oujisama
♥

2009-06-02T13:31:00.007+08:00

The Process...

doki doki =3

2009-05-31T23:42:00.003+08:00

Doki Doki Love Story~
*31/05/09*

Night of the Museum 2
is hilarious!
*Death Vader*
"You look evil! You look cool! But your heavy breathing..."
REJECTED!

NLB level 8 is not a study area anymore!
ugh... study lounge is full.
head down to iluma coffee bean.
nowadays coffee bean is "in" thing to study at...
LOLs...

-more updates-
TBC

2009-05-31T00:44:00.001+08:00

-one mistake! one text!-

owned

2009-05-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

'Almost like a dream nya. ><>< anata mo?'

doki doki ai 123...
lost to a chilli crab. -sad-
my status not bigger than chilli crab.

Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
One love,
One blood,
One life.
When its one need, inn the night, it's one love.
We get to share it.

Love is a temple.
Love a higher law.
Love is a temple.
Love the higher law.

One life with each other...

guitar heroes 5
requirements-
only one semester gpa get a 3 or above.
simple as that.
Deal or no deal?

'nua' virus transferred.

2009-05-27T01:07:00.002+08:00

Doki Doki Doki Doki Doki Doki x 123456789987654321
= DOKI DOKI LOVE STORY

3-hits combo
2-romance love
1-heart

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶٩͡๏̯͡๏)۶everything 王子 tasting now is sweet!

waiting for the time to ripe.

2009-05-25T22:42:00.005+08:00

You wanna say love love love love love love
And baby girl i say okay okay
身體貼緊我用體溫做回答、
看你眼里有一句話和我的一樣嗎、
那就是love love love love love love
Aad baby girl i say okay okay
真實的觸感愛不只是童話
就深深墜入
雙人舞步里彼此慢慢欣賞
有點煩悶吧浪漫被公式化
有些愛加點刺激更多想象
你也在期待嗎興奮和我一樣
把甜蜜灑滿一地放縱一下
oh每個毛細孔劃過你的指甲
oh溫柔的觸碰不安靜的心房
Hot hot baby we can set it off the night
雙人舞黑暗里無法自拔
You wanna say love love love love love love
Aad baby girl i say okay okay
身體貼緊我用體溫做回答、
看你眼里有一句話和我的一樣嗎、
那就是love love love love love love
Aad baby girl i say okay okay
真實的觸感愛不只是童話
就深深墜入
雙人舞步里彼此慢慢欣賞

有點無聊規律的想打卡
有些愛多點嘗試才有變化
你也在期待嗎興奮和我一樣
碰撞的電流就像煙火綻放
oh耍一點瘋狂撥亂你的頭發
oh換一個場景沙發或是廚房
Hot hot baby we can set it off the night
雙人舞黑暗里無法自拔
You wanna say love love love love love love
Aad baby girl i say okay okay
身體貼緊我用體溫做回答、
看你眼里有一句話和我的一樣嗎、
那就是love love love love love love
Aad baby girl i say okay okay
真實的觸感愛不只是童話
就深深墜入
雙人舞步里彼此慢慢欣賞
ove love love love love love
okay okay
用體溫做回答
有一句話和我的一樣嗎
那就是love love love love love love
okay okay
愛不只是童話
就深深墜入
雙人舞不里彼此慢慢欣賞
love love love love love love

why is this i'm feeling?

感情的な不安定 -- それは良いが、申し分なくない

2009-05-25T01:05:00.007+08:00

나의 기억에 의하여 플래시 백.
여보세요, Vincent 나의 유명한 첸 Junhao aka Neko Oujisama는 이다.
생각…
당신은 저것을 생각하는가? 당신은 빛의 나의 광선인가?
희망…
기쁨은, 그들 당신의 주위에 당신 주변에…
웃음…
미소, 당신 형성했다…
수줍음…
저항할 수 없는… 새끼 손가락
약속, 모두에 의하여 심혼… 가는 탄력성의 중핵에서 그것에
당신인 나의 모든 원인 오는 낱말을이다

~~Neko ohimesama -~~
It's funny. The sea is one whole.
But the feelings are different.
Because there's someone next to me.
Because of that one person the world seems different.
Because of that one person everything changed.
Today I finally know the reason why.
Human can change because of someone.
Live with happiness. Live with joy. Live with sadness.
I wanna tell you that you make me change for a better me.
I will live on with happiness for you.
Live on seriously for you.
No matter the real you is like. It's alright.
Because the person I like is the present you and the considered real you.
Wanna be with you. Stares in blank. Do silly stuffs.
Even things happen unexpectedly. It's alright.
I still wanna see you everyday. Knowing how you don't really trust men that much.
I'm aware and made a promise. To take care. To cherish. To be by your side.
Even if you don't want to do anything it's alright.
Also I won't disappear without a reason.
Cause I'm strong and firm like a big tree.
Even if one day the tree falls, I will still stand firmly there for you.
Always like that. What I wanted to say, I have had said it.

listening to 潘玮柏- 亲爱的.

2009-05-23T13:26:00.002+08:00

我不管你用任何眼光看我我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近
没人会懂是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
我不在乎怎么做
我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多
跟一次的拥抱温暖让我不再怯懦
爱是真实的触摸美好或相同
Keepin it always true
And no one knows
What I’m into you
Cause youll never know
what its like to walk in our shoes
That’s why well break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you

pinky promises.

2009-05-19T18:05:00.001+08:00

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

butterfly.

2009-05-19T16:10:00.001+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

it's you.

2009-05-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

My Life Would Suck Without You (VNO Club Mix) - Kelly Clarkson
Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

2009-05-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

我在翠绿的稻田中凝视远方落下的太阳
你在蔚蓝的天空下抬头看着飘来的云裳

音乐在我耳中回荡影子在我身后拉长
疑惑在你心中滋长绝望在你的心里扩张

我在前你在后你在听我在说
我不走你不动你不说我不懂
于是你总不轻易告诉我你在想为何我总是看着远方
于是你总不直接告诉我你已知道会有那么一天

我在属于我的王国企图打造一座天堂
你在属于你的城堡开始堆砌高大的城墙

音乐曾是彼此桥梁泪水在旋律中荡漾
画面竟然超出想象绝望在我的心里扩张
转身走向远方

于是蓝天褪去白云裳于是黑夜笼罩在我身上
而我仍在翠绿的稻田中凝视着远方落下来的太阳

这一切关于我们关于不说
关于等待关于守候
于是一直是我们

I gonna try hard for this
Can find me easy to resist
But you
I know somewhere you exist
I'm gonna find you
Someday
I ain't gonna find you running in town
Ain't gonna find you staying at home
Ain't gonna find you there
Ain't gonna find you in school for sure
I'm gonna find you somewhere here
If I keep living, someday
I got so much to say
I know it is a small world,
But sometimes I can't find my way
It could happen any day
Just around the corner

Oh My Perfect Stranger.

2009-05-17T21:24:00.004+08:00

MUST WATCH!
中文名: 痞子英雄

英文名: Black&White

资源格式: RMVB

版本: [黑亮出品]更新至第12集

电视台: 公视

首播时间: 2009年

导演: 蔡岳勋

演员: 陈在天 .... 周渝民
吴英雄 .... 赵又廷
陈琳 .... 陈意涵
蓝西英 .... 张钧甯
小马 .... 修杰楷
南区分局长 .... 赵树海
陈俊麟 .... 汤志伟
老李 .... 乾德门
小绿 .... 洪晨颖
浩克 .... 吴仲强
三联会会长 .... 秦沛
大雁 .... 那维勋
阿唐 .... 周孝安

地区: 台湾

语言: 普通话

简介:

【剧　　名】：痞子英雄
【集　　数】：未知
【年　　份】：2009
【格　　式】：TV-RMVB
【语　　言】：国语
【字　　幕】：中文
【导　　演】：蔡岳勋
【主要演员】：
陈在天 .... 周渝民
吴英雄 .... 赵又廷
陈琳 .... 陈意涵
蓝西英 .... 张钧甯
小马 .... 修杰楷
南区分局长 .... 赵树海
陈俊麟 .... 汤志伟
老李 .... 乾德门
小绿 .... 洪晨颖
浩克 .... 吴仲强
三联会会长 .... 秦沛
大雁 .... 那维勋
阿唐 .... 周孝安

【内容介绍】:

有阳光照耀的地方才有影子
在这个真实与谎言难以分辨的时代，我们正处在光明与黑暗相生相剋的世界里。光亮的地方，未必不会被黑暗的势力所吞噬，而混沌不明的幽微处，常常就是光明最根源的力量。

痞子英雄，就是一个关於光明与黑暗的故事。
痞子与英雄，正是两个不断与黑暗对抗，同时点燃光明的两个警察。摆脱过去华文警匪的沈重模式；让明亮轻快的陈述与海湾城市的架构，把看起来的黑暗，都隐藏在光明与灿烂之中。等著两个微小的刑警，凭藉著心中唯一的正义，维持著这临海城市、美好而光亮的清晨。

故事
痞子，因为某种企图，他被人从奇丑无比街头流浪汉，改造为一个靠著躲子弹与无聊直觉过日子的警探。坐拥不合身份的名车与豪宅，每个月的户头里还自动冒出数十万的现金供他零花，当办案胶著时，他就到街角的便利商店，买杯咖啡坐一坐，线索跟犯人的踪迹，自然会送到他手上。他不用作太多事情，破案率却极高…。他明白，这是他当警察的「附加条件」。如果他不干警察，他拥有的一切便消失无踪。他无法向任何人解释这一切，就连他自己都莫名奇妙。慢慢的，他真的相信自己是个警探，而且与眾不同。

英雄，从小在养父母的教养下，相信正义与法律是建构世界的主力，但他因为身手太好，破案积极，所以每次追捕犯人，一不小心，就是飞车、跳楼、搏击伤人的下场，他绝对是个好警察，只是积极过度总有写不完的报告。破案率超高，但他的衝劲却让上司头痛不已，对这世界来说，他是个真正的英雄，但普遍上的认知，他是个太过拼命的疯子。

痞子与英雄在一场警匪追逐的混战中，荒谬初会。当两个人的枪近距离瞄準对方的时候，就注定他们既亲近又矛盾的未来。南区分局里第二次见面，英雄撂下狠话，不只不愿跟痞子搭档办案，还放话：「限你一週内，消失在我眼前。」

这个南区分局，拥有全市最好的设备，却也是罪犯最喜欢藏匿的地方。分局长，每天作升官梦。爱出风头的陈组长、沉稳寡言的资深警察老李、从电脑骇客逮出来的高手浩克、崇拜英雄勇猛的女警小绿。当然最特殊的是，他们有一位美貌与才智同样过人的犯罪学鑑识高手蓝西英，却每天只与尸体跟人骨为伍。

这是一个多事的春天，先是北韩的军队私下运毒，被南区分局查获，辖区内的银行不只整个保险箱库房被洗劫，还有职员丧生。精通六国语言、拥有魔鬼特质与天使身材的国际女刑警雷慕莎介入调查，也完全打乱痞子英雄办案的节奏。而这些都是痞子调进南区分局，和英雄合作之后发生的事，在这一整个春天里，痞子和英雄像两个瘟神般，他们到哪里，灾难就尾随到哪里。

警局之外，维持全市最重要的主力，正是黑帮三联会，他们以自己的方法治理一个黑白不分的地下社会。当然，枪械、走私、赌博、高利贷，都是三联会的事业范围，而三联会的首领，人称老头，却与现任总统有著绵长深远的交情。

老头的第一千金陈琳，是个漂亮得像糖瓷娃娃却有柔道三段功力的女孩，她不骄纵却是个狠角色，初次见面就被她摔在地上的痞子，从此掳获她的芳心。痞子有许多理由不理会陈琳的感情，然而正直又认真的英雄，爱上她，却不需要任何理由。

痞子与英雄，这两个冤家路窄的警探就此不小心推开了通往天堂的一扇门，那扇门把正义与邪恶连成一气，庞大的权利与金钱，在门与门之间流动。而门后隐藏著一隻召唤著他们通往毁灭的手，从他们会面的那一刻起，所有的事，都紧缚著和他们有关的秘密。在这座迷雾城市里，已经很久没有人看见天晴。

当警察不只是警察，黑帮不只是黑帮，好与坏，虚构与真实。你可以继续相信你所选择的，也可以用足够的勇气，穿越天堂，直奔一个良善与光明的地方

【演员介绍】:

【痞子—陈在天】周渝民饰
身分：26岁。刚从北区分局转到南区分局的特勤重案组警官。
特色：靠著躲子弹、无聊的直觉、和莫名奇妙的线报，破案率奇高的警官。开跑车，穿名牌，泡辣妹，一点也不像个真正的警察。看起来总是对一切无所谓，然而「痞」只是用来掩饰内心真实的伪装。

【英雄—吴英雄】赵又廷饰
身分：26岁，南区分局特勤重案组警官。
特色：正义感有点过分强，每次追捕不小心就撞车跳楼杀人的搏击高手，是非正义黑白分明，同僚心目中的英雄，组长级以上长官心中的疯子。

【陈琳】陈意涵饰
身分：22岁，黑社会最大帮派三联会会长千金。大学毕业后到处打工兼职。
特色：远观像一个美丽的瓷娃娃，但靠近之后才发现是一隻迅猛龙，直率，讲义气，爱打抱不平，违反她的原则就用柔道教训你。

【蓝西英】张钧甯饰
身分：26岁，南区分局鑑识官。
特色：智商超高的资优生，法医学高手，冷静理性，善於分析。清秀美女，却总置身在阴暗的实验室里，她对尸体的无所畏惧来自她想助人的善心。

【小马】修杰楷饰
身分：26岁，移动热狗摊的小贩

【南区分局长】赵树海饰
站出来的时候还挺有几分正义凛然的警察形象，但其实「大事化小，小事化无」才是他的最高指导原则，如果不是踩在下属与犯人迭起来的背上，又怎么能到达更高的地方。

【重案特勤组组长陈俊麟】汤志伟饰
挨子弹破奇案向来不是他的强项，抢功劳出风头倒是跑第一名。北区破案率第一的痞子与南区破案率第一的英雄分在一组，麻烦不断的两人成了他的眼中钉。

【警察老李】乾德门饰
老李的年资其实比分局长还深，认真、负责，判断力也很準。但因为运气不好，破案的功劳老是被人抢去，官运不太顺，却是分局里始终默默支持痞子英雄的人。

【警察小绿】洪晨颖饰
年轻可爱的小女警，就像所有会在你身边出现的温柔女生，甜美、善良、认真，眼里却只有英雄；有点小迷糊，常和浩克凑在一起八卦分局里的大小事件。

【警察浩克】吴仲强饰
特勤小组资讯工程师，也是讲话有些跳tone的电脑骇客，常擅用其厉害的电脑技术，为痞子英雄打通网路世界撷取重要资料及情报，个性风格走宅男路线。

【三联会会长老头】秦沛饰
三联会的老大，道上绰号「老头」，弟兄则称他「会长」。拥有相当的权力与势力，呼风唤雨，行事风格威严凶狠。妻已过世，陈琳是唯一的宝贝女儿。

【三联会南区堂主大雁】那维勋饰
老头最信任的左右手，人称「雁哥」，沉默寡言，内向低调。年轻时闯荡江湖出身，有武将之气，他对老头十分忠诚，确实执行指令并且守口如瓶。

【阿唐】周孝安饰
大雁最信赖的手下，也是三联物流货柜场的负责人。个性莽撞，脾气火爆，标準的兄弟作风，从不把条子放在眼里，以身为三联会的一员为傲。

2009-05-16T19:41:00.001+08:00

Last night I hung up the phone
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

is it you or is it me?

2009-05-16T03:45:00.002+08:00

A Perfect Sky(Philharmonic Flava) - BONNIE PINK

BONNIE PINK - A Perfect Sky

I won’t cry in your arms
I won’t let my heart ache over you
I’m looking for a perfect sky
I’m looking for a perfect sky

At midnight I quietly leave the house
The gimlet I drank alone woke me up a little
But the road’s under construction, slowing me down
I wonder if my love for you will also burn out

By the time the sunrise has turned blue
There’s nothing but misunderstood emotions

Like an antelope spinning on the sandy beach
This hot summer’s for dancing to the car stereo
I’m looking for a perfect sky
I’m looking for a perfect sky

As soon as we broke up I quickly kissed you
I lied a little and said I wanted to be alone
I’m not as immature as you think I am
I won’t say I noticed you, that’s probably a risky move

We’ll understand each other someday
Like the rainbow’s ridge melting into the sea

Like a mermaid jumping high up in the sky
This kind of red hot romance only comes once
I’m looking for a perfect sky
I’m looking for a perfect sky

If you want it that way, that’s fine, but…
Hey, baby, when you’re lonely
Open your heart
We could be surfing waves, Hey, baby, talk to me
I want to see the perfect sky together with you

2009-05-14T00:58:00.002+08:00

Vitamin C - Graduation (Friends Forever) -
Everything has a chapter.
In life, my new chapter has just started.
3 years of poly. There's ups and downs.
Happiness and Depressions.
After this 3 years, i learnt the past will always be a experience/lesson/memory.
i thank everyone who been with me through this past 3 years.
the good, the bad and those who i may already lost.
without you all, there would be me standing here/ sitting here typing all these.
Jaskson Tay - close friend/ good brother
Jason - Cherishable lao da. look up upon.
Shuxian - best partner award goes to you
the13apostles - best group of friends i ever met.
others you know yourself. thank for everything and support.

walk along...

2009-04-24T12:46:00.002+08:00

Few seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks of MIA-ing...

If i said that I wrote this song for you,
would you believe me?
It might now be as well-written or beautiful like other songs
I want you to know that you can't write
a love song if you're not in love
But for you, I can write this song so, easily.

You might have heard hundreds
or thousands of love songs,
They might be meaningful,
but their meanings are for everyone
When you listen to this song,
it is written only for you.
If you understand the meaning,
our hearts will be together, forever.

Let it be the song on the way along
with only your and my voice
That we'll be together for all time.
Just like a verse that's in a poem.
"As long as you love
you still have hope."
Everytime I see your love shining in my heart,
I see my destiny.

There are so many truths in our love.
In the past, I spent too much time
looking for the meaning of it.
But now i know that everytime you are near me,
that if our lives are a melody,
and you are the lyrics that makes my life meaningful,
then together we make beautiful music.

Let it be the song on the way along
with only your and my voice
That we'll be together for all time.
Just like a verse that's in a poem.
"As long as you love
you still have hope."
Everytime I see your love shining in my heart,
I can see my destiny.

by august band...

2009-04-13T20:27:00.004+08:00

Life is too short to wake up with regrets

Life is too short to take for granted..

Life is too short to waste time hating people….

We just have enough time to live life…

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

it's life...

Facts/Fiction you decide

2009-04-02T02:26:00.001+08:00

Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
Guys hate other flirts.
A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. …….dont think so
Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
Guys cry!!!
Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
Guys can never dream and hope too much.
Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands……yeh rite - watever.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”. ……so true.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
Guys hate gays!
Guys love their moms.
A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
Like Eve, girls are guysâ€™ weaknesses.
Guys are very open about themselves.
It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
No guy is bad when he is courting
Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….very true.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ……..sumtimes.
Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
Guys virtually brag about anything.
Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
Guys think too much.
Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!……very true.
Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends…..sumtimes depends wen they want sumat.
When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”……sumtimes.
Guys don’t really have final decisions.
When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
Guys like femininity not feebleness.
Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.
Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!……true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sumtimes.
Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

somethings are true for me...

waiting for the next chapter of life to unfold...

2009-03-22T09:43:00.009+08:00

gosh! i almost forgot i still having a blog. wosh! anyone here still owe me a HAPPY MEAL? hahs.
been part-time working as an IT software assistant in my school from 11 march till 20 march.
SGD7.50/hr. good pay! will not be working till 20 april. weird schedule i got there. after the 8 may, i need to find a job again. the enlistment is really taking its time. sickening. one major good news that worried me for quite awhile was my results! although the GPA overall wasn't what i expected it to be. 3 years of poly life. finally it's over, just like that. hahs.

12 march albs cafe`

which was at dhoby ghaut. dined with my colleagues and friends - keefe, nick, sze sze, shuxian and a few others more from NTUC Income. it's a pub cafe. the atmosphere is great. nice palce to chill out for dinner/drinking. recommended. unlike those clarke quay pubs messy and noisy. as you can say we are busy taking photos of ourselves - making a fool.

20 mar Merchant Court MarketPlace & Gotham Penthouse

last day of work for keefe. great guy. sad. he's leaving. nevermind about that. dine at Merchant Court MarketPlace. buffet high class style. food was great! cant get enough. mitchell with her oysters. nick with his clayfish.keefe with his sashimi. ruisen with his lambs, steak, chicken and as usual of course, i had my kang kongs! loving it` i got so bored that i played with keefe's prawns. hah. prawn in cup. prawn eating desserts. hahs.

after dinner, it's off to Gotham Penthouse. had the member card for ages ago. didn't seem it had the use. oh well finally used it. cant believe i stepped in. it's a place where few chinese come and lots of filopinos and bangaladesh people. very social. enjoyed. had fun. sabortage a colleague to get on stage due to his 'fake' birthday we hda for him. fast forward! hahs. damm happening. =) havnt had so much fun in ages. and im really getting old & rusty. cant dance anymore. my stamina is not that great. hahs. enough blah-ing. more pictures.

part 1

part 2

lastly, i just won $18 in one round of mahjong. not bad i shall say. =P going to school now for a swim. =)

2009-03-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

WHERE'S MY HAPPY MEAL?!
tsk.

being always and trying to put inside someone's else shoes.
i can't help to think and feel the things going through their mind...
all i do up till now is it beneficial to me? is it what i want?
i'm just a sucker!

compared to the video i gonna show you below.
took this video from facebook. posted by one of my friends.
show something extraordinary. you will understand what it meant after watching it.

never give up.

2009-03-05T01:31:00.001+08:00

Like flowers dancing in the breeze
Like rain wetting the earth
Everything in this world is nestled close together
So why do people hurt each other?
Why do we have to part?

Even if you go far away again
You'll always be in my heart
Still filled with your gentle smile
Embraced by the fragments of you
Even when I feel pain, we're still connected
So I believe we'll meet again
I'm waiting for your love

I love you
I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you
I trust you
Light or darkness
The two of us can trust each other
So don't let go

Who has seen the ends of the earth?
Who declares when a journey is over?
Even now in the long nights when you can't see the answer
I want you to just follow the path you believed in
Because there's light waiting up ahead

The song you taught me
Is still in my heart
That gentle voice echoes
With drops of overflowing emotion
Running warmly down my cheeks
I'll be strong
Because I believe
That we're connected
I'm always by your side

I love you
I trust you
The tears I shed for you
I love you
I trust you
Taught me love
Even if you've lost your way
I'll be right beside you

I love you
I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you
I trust you
Light or darkness
I love you
I trust you
Sorrow or joy
I love you
I trust you
I want to protect your everything

Even if you've lost your way
I'll be right beside you
The two of us can trust each other
So don't let go

past memories.

2009-03-04T20:46:00.003+08:00

let's see. today massive chiong drama shows!
no kidding man! from the time i woke up at 1~2+ pm till now...
marathon shows!
霹雳MIT! gosh! never ending sia. 22 episode and counting...
zzz.
SF: The Legend of Chun Li. Bishon so not Bishon alike.

OMG!
my god brother just called me to send him resume.
i deleted my resume copy in my laptop!
shit shit! need to re-do.
so mafan la! kaoz.

plans for this sunday...
hmm... sentosa? home-rotting?
well idk... depends on the peoples.

anyway some of Jackson's birthday celebration pictures. =)

my little brother now at chalet.
and i? still rotting. haha.
by when can i get a life? =X

boring.

2009-03-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

*will updated the chalet events if i can*
Today! went down to NTUC Income to have lunch with Nick, RS, Keefe and SS.
kopitiam was packed! didn't wanted to eat TCC.
too ex. instead ate pick a bite.
as usual lunch & tea break @ mr. Tea till 2pm.

suppose to meet Jason and Jackson @ 3pm.
since i was early, i headed to the arcade.
tekken 6, soul caliber IV, tennis pro and shooting machine.

caught Marley & Me! 4/5 rating.
epic! touching! funny!
i was going like 'gosh! this is wrong! WTF!'
at the last part, i almost cried. i held back.
at the end of the cinema/show, there's lots of people sniffing.
all kana cold is it? XD haha.
kinda bored. now had to think twice if i really wanna get a dog. =(
i can't stand this situation. sigh. life & death matters.

went down vivocity.
in search of da ge's watch.
found a nice cap in puma which i really wanted to buy!
seriously! =) went food republic.
ate bak ku teh! shiok shiok!
the taste! totally nice! can be compare with my grandma's one liao. =)

败犬女王 OPENING in Japanese.
Amusing! =) speaking of 败犬女王.
the show is nice!

そばにいるね『在你身边』
词：SoulJa·青山テルマ曲：SoulJa
歌：青山テルマ feat.SoulJa

GIRL(青山テルマ):
あなたのこと私は今でも『关于你的事直到现在』
思い続けているよ『我的思念还在延续』
いくら时流れて行こうと『不管时间如何地流逝』
I'm by your side baby いつでも『我永远都在你身边』
So. どんなに离れていようと『所以怎么就要打算离开』
心の中ではいつでも『虽然在我心里无论何时』
一绪にいるけど寂しいんだよ『都与你同在但仍会寂寞』
So baby please ただ hurry back home『所以baby 只请你 hurry back home』

Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ『Baby boy 我就在这里』
どこもいかずに待ってるよ『等候在此哪都不去』
You know dat I love you だからこそ『你知道我爱你所以』
心配しなくていいんだよ『不用担心就好』
どんなに远くにいても『无论相隔有多遥远』
変わらないよこの心『这颗心都不会因此改变』
言いたい事わかるでしょ? 『你知道我想说的话吧』
あなたのこと待ってるよ『我一直都在等着你』

BOY(SoulJa):
んなことよりお前の方は元気か? 『最让我牵挂的你现在还好吗?』
ちゃんと饭食ってるか? 『有好好地吃饭么?』
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや『可恶果然还是说不出口』
また今度送るよ俺からの Letter 『给你的信还是下次再寄吧』

GIRL(青山テルマ):
过ぎ去った时は戻せないけれど『时光一去不复返』
近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの『想君恋君咫尺间』
だけどあなたとの距离が远くなる程に『然而和你的距离已渐遥远』
忙しくみせていた『似乎总是很忙的样子』
あたし逃げてたの『我开始选择逃避』
だけど目を闭じる时眠ろうとする时『但是闭上眼睛的时候睡觉的时候』
逃げきれないよあなたの事『逃不了的全是关于你的事』
思い出しては一人泣いてたの『每当想起这些只有一人独自流泪』

あなたのこと私は今でも『关于你的事直到现在』
思い続けているよ『我的思念还在延续』
いくら时流れて行こうと『不管时间如何地流逝』
I'm by your side baby いつでも『我永远都在你身边』
So. どんなに离れていようと『所以怎么就要打算离开』
心の中ではいつでも『虽然在我心里无论何时』
一绪にいるけど寂しいんだよ『都与你同在但仍会寂寞』
So baby please ただ hurry back home 『所以BABY 只请你 hurry back home』

Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ『Baby boy 我就在这里』
どこもいかずに待ってるよ『等候在此哪都不去』
You know dat I love you だからこそ『你知道我爱你所以』
心配しなくていいんだよ『不用担心就好』
どんなに远くにいても『无论相隔有多遥远』
変わらないよこの心『这颗心都不会因此改变』
言いたい事わかるでしょ? 『你知道我想说的话吧』
あなたのこと待ってるよ『我一直都在等着你』

BOY(SoulJa):
不器用な俺远くにいる君『不争气的我在远处的你』
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに『想表达的心情还没有说出口』
君は行っちまった『你就已经离去』
今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中『现在留下的也只有在影集中的你』

GIRL(青山テルマ):
アルバムの中纳めた思い出の『在影集里面整理着我和你的回忆』
日々より何げない一时が『往昔不起眼的每时每刻』
今じゃ恋しいの『现在想来都弥足珍贵』
（BOY:君のぬくもり『你的温度...』）
And now あなたからの电话待ち続けていた『And now 我继续等着你的电话』
携帯にぎりしめながら眠りについた『紧握着手机陪我入眠』
（BOY:抱きしめてやりたい『将你抱紧...』）
あたしはどこも行かない『我哪里都不去』
ここにいるけれど『一直在此守候』
见つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳『只想凝视着你的眼睛』
ねぇわかるでしょ? あたし待ってるよ『你明白的吧？我在等着你』

Baby boy あたしはここにいるよ『Baby boy 我就在这里』
どこもいかずに待ってるよ『等候在此哪都不去』
You know dat I love you だからこそ『你知道我爱你所以』
心配しなくていいんだよ『不用担心就好』
どんなに远くにいても『无论相隔有多遥远』
変わらないよこの心『这颗心都不会因此改变』
言いたい事わかるでしょ? 『你知道我想说的话吧』
あなたのこと待ってるよ『我一直都在等着你』

BOY(SoulJa):
俺はどこも行かないよ『我哪里都不去』
ここにいるけれど『一直在此守候』
探し続けるあなたの顔『继续寻找你的脸庞』
Your 笑顔今でも触れそうだって『即便是现在也想让我的思念』
思いながら手を伸ばせば君は『伸出手抚摸你笑颜』

GIRL(青山テルマ):
あなたのこと私は今でも『关于你的事直到现在』
思い続けているよ『我的思念还在延续』
いくら时流れて行こうと『不管时间如何地流逝』
I'm by your side baby いつでも『我永远都在你身边』
So. どんなに离れていようと『所以怎么就要打算离开』
心の中ではいつでも『虽然在我心里无论何时』
一绪にいるけど寂しいんだよ『都与你同在但仍会寂寞』
So baby please ただ hurry back home『所以BABY 只请你 hurry back home』

あなたのこと私は今でも『关于你的事直到现在』
思い続けているよ『我的思念还在延续』
いくら时流れて行こうと『不管时间如何地流逝』
I'm by your side baby いつでも『我永远都在你身边』
So. どんなに离れていようと『所以怎么就要打算离开』
心の中ではいつでも『虽然在我心里无论何时』
一绪にいるけど寂しいんだよ『都与你同在但仍会寂寞』
So baby please ただ hurry back home『所以BABY 只请你 hurry back home』

2009-02-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

Life is just one big jigsaw puzzle.

* You don't always know how the picture will end up looking like at the end.
* The pieces are scattered and every one is individual.
* There are the easy parts and the hard parts.
* It takes time and patience.
* You're going to get frustrated. Sometimes you should just take a break.
* No matter how many times you try to jam a piece into an opening that you think is right, it doesn't mean that the piece is ever going to fit.
* Sometimes you'll need to give up on one piece and move along to the others.
* The piece may fit, and you try to reassure yourself that it's going to be fine, but somehow you know it's not right.
* You try to learn from your mistakes so as not to repeat yourself-- which you sometimes still do anyway.
* Your friends are as vital as your own skill.
* Always keep trying. You never know when you're going to get lucky.

fuck with life fuck with poly! i'm free!

2009-02-23T23:46:00.002+08:00

'Once love you, once trust you.
Hikari demo yami demo, futari daraka shinjiaeru.
No, Hanasanaide.'

[translated]
'Once love you, once trust you.
Be it the light or the darkness, we can trust each other if it's only two of us.
No don't let go.'

sigh. tired of things already.

stranded.

2009-02-21T03:27:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates...
well seriously i doubt there are people read my blog & updates...
so it really doesn't matters...

there are lots of things running through my mind right now...
i feel like running away...
but i can't, i have to face them in a way or two...
i don't have a choice... why am i addling about?
why i have to make things so tough for myself...
well there are things which sometimes cannot be accomplish...

firstly get over my last paper with great mark... can't afford to fail and then, find a part time stable job before NS... i still wondering should i send in my uni admission application... well give it a shot... will send in today... last day...

just tired...

2009-02-15T17:13:00.006+08:00

i know yesterday wasn't how i expected my valentine day to be.
but in the end, i went out with Dorothy, Nigel and Rand.
met up with Dorothy first at the library.
was suppose to meet her at her house void deck around 1pm due to some problem ^^; - not gonna be mentioned. hahas.

we met at 2.30pm at AMK library.
went to fish & co. AMk to have my lunch! hahas.
manager Cherry was complaining to me that i havnt give me schedule for one month already.
hahas. Rand came over awhile later.
waited for Nigel and off we went to Singapore flyer.
made some detour. GPS and human sense of direction problem. hahas.
GPS sometimes give last minute points, 'please taken left and exit the ram'
when we are at the right side of the road, unable to turn.
BIG ferris wheel!

next we went to singapore museum. the fashion, food, photography, theater section.
One word, 'COOL'. brings back memories how museum can be so fun!
gosh! pictures pictures!
hahas.

Arts & films theater section.

Fashion section.
[black qi bao so like chinese lady mafia boss]

Food and cultures sections.
[old drinks bottles]

Photography section.
[mini-16mm camera]

saw a wedding in the museum. damm GRAND!
one long table like 20 people! the people who attended the wedding was RICH!
all came in suite and blazer! GOSH!
i was wondering when can i be like that... *day dreaming*
*_*

dinner at plaze singapura. met up with John and Terrence.
all wanted to eat manhantern fish market too bad the quene was freaking long.
hate valentine day in town! freaking crowded. bloody hell!
in the end ate ichiban 6 person was splitted up into 2:4.
haha. after dinner, went up to casear and walk. the swords, the blades, the winchesters.
damm nice. damm cool. i want! i want to get my hands on the world of warcraft's frostmourn sword and zhou yu's sword!
$1388 and $348. dreaming again. *_*

i think i forget something yesterday. an event. hmm.. i wonder what is it.
well nevermind.

normal day.

2009-02-09T01:55:00.002+08:00

Breakeven - The Script

The Script - Breakeven lyrics

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

This is Life.

Life is just one big jigsaw puzzle.

You don't always know how the picture will end up looking like at the end.
The pieces are scattered and every one is individual.
There are the easy parts and the hard parts.
It takes time and patience.
You're going to get frustrated. Sometimes you should just take a break.
No matter how many times you try to jam a piece into an opening that you think is right, it doesn't mean that the piece is ever going to fit.
Sometimes you'll need to give up on one piece and move along to the others.
The piece may fit, and you try to reassure yourself that it's going to be fine, but somehow you know it's not right.
You try to learn from your mistakes so as not to repeat yourself-- which you sometimes still do anyway.
Your friends are as vital as your own skill.
Always keep trying. You never know when you're going to get lucky.

Ways of life.

Bolt of Thunder: Realisation!

2009-02-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

For the time being, I shall fight because I was born wild!
I pass by at Mach 50.
There is a spinning whirlwind, in the open skies.
I am not the same person you hit yesterday.
One day i will conquer those blue skies.
The entire city is being cut down by this wind.
Then, the dreams that we grasp closely...
A bolt of thunder brings hope in the afternoon.
I keep running.
My tightened fish loosens.
The light at hand was engraved in movement for my sake.
As though, tomorrow's wind shall blow.
Blue skies, blue skies are...
The tears prove that we have grown up.
Bolt of Thunder!

for my own life sake.

2009-02-06T16:52:00.003+08:00

Wang Zi ( Cute Version )

灰色的天空落下了悲傷　偽裝了兵荒馬亂遍地傷
沈默的月光惆悵著過往　泛黃了江山紅窗淚激昂

一步一步踏著腐敗　一口一口吸進塵埃
獨自一人孤軍奮戰　模糊的未來

我是孤傲的王子　做我的故事　用淚稀釋的往事　漸漸消失
我是孤傲的王子　優雅的固執　用我倔強的方式　盡情放肆

我獨自　一步一步一步一步地踏著腐敗　一口一口一口一口地吸進塵埃
過去現在明天未來我是否還在　我不我不我不我不敢期待獨自
一步一步一步一步地踏著失敗　一口一口一口一口地咀嚼傷害
過去現在明天未來我是否還在　我不我不我不我不敢期待

用我倔強的方式　盡情放肆

FRIDAY! outings, shoppings, datings, gathering!
WHAT THE HELL AM I STRUCK AT HOME!
=.= having more aching since the run yesterday.
kill me man! tuesday, NAPFA again!
please no more cramps!

王子.

2009-02-05T22:57:00.004+08:00

Decode (Twilight Soundtrack Version) - Hayley Williams
Sometimes i wonder what's worth looking for life.
if i were able to obtain the 'worth', then i won't be in this state of life.
for some reason i feel so left out in this world.
i wanna fly freely in this world. not rot inside a lame shit doing nothing.
i don't like this feeling of nothing to do when i'm really free.
gaming: left 4 dead, defence of the ancient[DOTA]
graduating soon. walking into another phrase.
Serving NS. after NS, degree. guess till i find that 'worth'
there's nothing really i can do to kill this boredom.
feeling weird. awkward. i changed alot for quite a number of reasons.
ain't gonna be the same me in the past. so bastard.
scolding myself. tsk-ha. friends are always there when needed. family too.
but something is still missing. lost it quite long le.
i'm always thinking about it randomly.
for no reason, people says, 'dude, get a life! you need someone.'
but i always give and reply the same facial expression, '=.= HAR?! you got nothing better to do ar? saying me. tsk.'
Have to say thanks peeps for the concern. kinda fine i guess. XD

AH! NAFA test! 5 item test/station. completed with all gold. unfortunately an event occur.
2.4km. =X liver got cramped and hurts during the 4th lap. suppose to pass and get a gold but reversed. think i failed. no use crying over spilled milk. pity though pity. vincent old liao. cannot make it. hahas. tomorrow got final online WLT test and ANS lab test. gonna get going and studying. so shag after NAFA. hopefully i can manage to ace them tomorrow. life is absurd.

~~for some reason, i damm vain! wahaha. buay tahan! XD~~

restless.

2009-02-04T12:22:00.001+08:00

what to do what to do?!
I'M SO BORED RIGHT NOW!

2009-02-04T00:11:00.003+08:00

不痛

我还在相信你太自然的谎言以为幸福还有可能实现
你的心总有另一面我看不见我依然把你当做是我的天

你愿意保留给我的时间在递减你却说这和爱不爱都没有关联
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆如果心变了怎么会不明显

你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用如果你问起我假装不痛

我们的回忆弄掉了我都不敢捡你渐渐的改变是暂时还是永远
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆如果心变了怎么会不明显

你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用如果你问起我假装不痛

你施舍的寂寞让我比一无所有更难过 oh baby 我不奢求给我一个结果
如果要走至少要告诉我你的爱早已经不同我的心缺了一个洞

我像是失去心跳的不倒翁动也不能动你的爱我已经不懂我的爱没有用
如果你问起我假装不痛

Interesting morning!

What's that yellow thing on top @ @ it's SMILEY!

totally brighten and woke up my day. woke up sounds weird.
ah! whatever. brushing through my WLT, ANS, MSN module.
took some lectures and revised. though i only got 1 final paper, 2 written and 2 lab tests left.
in addition, it's around mid feb and end of feb. after that i work work work. more work.
yet to phone up Andy(Income's project manager) for work.

played left 4 dead. gosh! time flies faster unnoticed
GREAT game! DL-ed the bloody quarantine movie.
SHIT stuffs! same plot same story as the french movie, very similar to quarantine.
I don't now why bother to download something like this to waste my time.
tsk. time is money. conclusion that movie is an ass-wasting time. lols.

received some soft copy info for the presentation 2molo. another job 'well done'.
HALEEM please go and die. send me plain presentation slides with header no contents.
i'm not gonna do your 'fill in the blank' thingy. some more 2molo you got NSF checkup.
good gracious. ain't gonna let you slip just like that.
NO WAY! the group came up with something. we are sure you gonna love it.

ace-ing my studies!

2009-02-02T23:38:00.004+08:00

Toni braxton: unbreak my heart
Uploaded by la_shivi

Un-break My Heart (Toni Braxton)

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

Having a weird feeling. idk.
Stress? or something else?
What's this feeling? Needa find out.
Sigh. Hard to limn out. Timed out man!

addle.

2009-02-02T01:09:00.004+08:00

BORING!!!!! (x3)
What am i gonna do? Kill me please. hahas.

Some random stuffs.
'Pure and innocent' nice words! hahas.
started cam-whoring to kill my time and my bore.
COME ON! RS! $30 rock, scissors, paper! I WON!
lols. amazing for some people betting on a simple game like this.
debts cleared. can't believe i didn't buy 4D when i dreamed about the number - 9845.
2nd prize lei. TOUGH LUCK!
Reminder, next time there's a number remember to buy. hahas.
Also DAD tough luck ar, what's meant not to be yours, won't be yours.
Dad bought 0302 came out 0203. Bought 1912(my birthday date), came out 1812.
Talking about luck. haha.
Buckle up Buckle up! Tests and papers coming up!
This mooey new year i've been lucky.
Hopefully i can be lucky in whatever i do with all my hard work and everything.

banzai.

2009-01-31T07:13:00.002+08:00

范逸臣-無樂不作
JUST came back from mahjong session@ AMK - Weixiong's place.
nice idea for 'san tai' then you can game and there's no limit to the number of 'tai', you can get.
WON MONEY! haha. $380. divide by two - for some lightness, due to the fact they helped me alot during my work @ fish & co. AMK. $190. still alot la. haha.
Later going over to RS's place and Jie's place to bai nian.
Hopefully no more gambling. I kinda have a phobia to my luck already.
Awaiting for wednesday to come quickly and graduation. =)

sleep time. =)

2009-01-30T15:10:00.002+08:00

七道彩虹 ( 无乐不作/ 许愿/I Believe/ 爱过了头/Piano/ 放生/Missing You) - 范逸臣
KEONG SIN WENG! i will f-ing kill you!
see then see. don't remind me. i have enough of those things.
things that ain't worth thinking of/ reminded are trash memories.
just wanna live a peaceful life.

don't remind me of stuffs that shouldn't be bothered.

2009-01-29T22:01:00.006+08:00

國境之南

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂

如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假

我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮

任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了

我是在回首時終於懂得（也許天氣永遠會那麼熱）
當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南

我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南

妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎

天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚

請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

Memories are memories. Once beautiful.

Going out tomorrow after school. SHIOK! ^^
Time for revision. Gonna ACE it BIG TIME!
someone have confident in me lei! must show it, you know you know.
THANKS! It's time in the 3 years someone told me this.
Gonna get my diploma soon. Exams, Lab Exams... Heavy load.
damm you made me feel guilty & bad.
well for that the only i can do is make tomorrow a good day for you.
be honor i blogged about you.
wahaha.

[23:00]
ok i feel so... well idk... bored... some stuffs i just cant help it... =) well... consider me damped. wednesday bah... haha nvm nvm... have patience =) resting resting...

revision time.

2009-01-27T14:17:00.003+08:00

finally some pictures from haro's wedding!
short talk. HAPPY NIU YEAR! to those i respect like a family and friends! ^^

gamble ramble.

2009-01-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

sleepy. CNY? there's no in-kick. lols

2009-01-22T18:22:00.003+08:00

Negative Things - Selwyn
*laughs* skipped my first lesson. woke up at 1130am and head down to school for lab.
interesting. there's lots of things happening in school, home & work.
For example, FYP (which is none of my concern) in school, chinese new year decoration and spring cleaning, work is intense yet fun.
life is kinda better since things are out of my way.
there's no need to fuss about unnecessary stuffs. financially not bad. able to save up quite an amount. school progressing. 'A' for project presentation, 'A' for lab tests.

i will never forgive, forget anything such as these. don't think everything will just go away. it's a sharp edged. explanation is not needed. words are not gonna change or implemented. it's ain't that easy since the one person wasn't in the shoe standing. cut the slacks and craps.

well back today. today's kinda slack. did the lab while watching movie. cool eh?! Leverage! RECOMMENDED english series! it's about hackers and drifters! bet those who are reading won't catch a single clue. haha.

gonna get back to my proposal! ^^

tainted load.

2009-01-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

No Promises - Shayne Ward
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

time for an afternoon nap. ^^

2009-01-20T17:50:00.001+08:00

Song of the DAY!

Katrina I can't stop looking in your eyes.
But my words dont come out straight.
I dont know what to say .
On monday I tell myself you gotta wait Dave,
Don't rush it, Don't anticipate, take it slowly.
It's ok, It's ok.

And I just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside,
Yeah yeah (and) I don't wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity
Yeah yeah (to get to know you)
Even at the risk of looking like a fool to you,
On wednesday I casually walk on by to find that you're not there,
I act like I dont care.
But on Friday I catch a glimpse of you I tell myself don't hesitate,
You just walk up and say hello! say hello!

And I just want a chance to know you to know the woman deep inside,
Yeah yeah (and) I dont wanna look back on life to see this missed pooprtunity.
Yeah yeah (to get to know you) even at the risk of looking like a fool to you

I just want a chance to know you to know the love you have inside,
Yeah yeah (and) i dont wanna look back on life to see this missed opportunity.
Yeah yeah even at the risk of looking like a fool to you.
Katrina will I ever know your heart

2009-01-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

CONGRAS HAROLD & XIUMEI!
take while you are at china!
what a blast! nice wedding dinner!
YAM SENG! till no voice! quite sexy now though.
that ashley, wear shorts to wedding dinner with a tie and long sleeve.
best! put foundation! reminder please wash it clean if not it might damage your skin.

here's something to reflect upon. well not my shit i care about now.


18/1/2009	3:26:28 PM	★ ~天使~Ms m&ms!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com i suppose i am a 哭宝宝!! ⓘ ♡ ⓤ WSMDXY!!!!!	ღ٩vincent۶ left me dead	he say he no gf
18/1/2009	3:26:34 PM	★ ~天使~Ms m&ms!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com i suppose i am a 哭宝宝!! ⓘ ♡ ⓤ WSMDXY!!!!!	ღ٩vincent۶ left me dead	he and her GG le meh?
18/1/2009	3:26:38 PM	ღ٩vincent۶ left me dead	★ ~天使~Ms m&ms!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com i suppose i am a 哭宝宝!! ⓘ ♡ ⓤ WSMDXY!!!!!	no
18/1/2009	3:26:53 PM	★ ~天使~Ms m&ms!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com i suppose i am a 哭宝宝!! ⓘ ♡ ⓤ WSMDXY!!!!!	ღ٩vincent۶ left me dead	....
18/1/2009	3:27:03 PM	★ ~天使~Ms m&ms!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com i suppose i am a 哭宝宝!! ⓘ ♡ ⓤ WSMDXY!!!!!	ღ٩vincent۶ left me dead	then he playing basturd again
18/1/2009	3:27:23 PM	ღ٩vincent۶ left me dead	★ ~天使~Ms m&ms!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com i suppose i am a 哭宝宝!! ⓘ ♡ ⓤ WSMDXY!!!!!	how i knw him

18/1/2009

3:27:32 PM

★ ~天使~Ms m&ms!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!!!! www.rainbow-shopping.blogspot.com i suppose i am a 哭宝宝!! ⓘ ♡ ⓤ WSMDXY!!!!!

ღ٩vincent۶ left me dead

...

practically and theoretically, it was your money that was paid for your own things.
i said owe you when strings are attached.
you are smart, things are easily understand.
some leopards spots changes together as they grow.
scientifically some don't. that's why there's this phrase, 'leopards can never change its spots'
things are ain't the same.

Now i'm tired. CNY soon. Gonna prepare. Life still goes on.

2009-01-18T13:40:00.003+08:00

THIS YEAR CNY GONNA BE HELL LOT DIFFERENT!
GW missing from the group! Haro gone to china! and... nvm about that...
sigh... zero mood... tomorrow lab test got study ciiaos...

[3:49PM]
some people just cant change their colors. the spots always remain the same.
just don't understand how things are carry on like that.

tignhs uesd to be pfeerct.

2009-01-18T01:47:00.002+08:00

THANKS ARH Dorothy! *looking at the ceiling, waiting for it to fall*

hmm... 2 more days... i meant 1 more day... till haro's big day.
congras bro! and xiumei treat him nice! ^^

good times bad memories.

2009-01-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

Let Go - Kristine Mirelle
this is written by a friend's friend...

'A friend of mine recently commented that "fairy tales stories were not true and not pretty
realistic". In real life, you can wait for years and the "Prince Charming" who is supposed to
sweep you off your feet may never show... or he could turn out to be the proverbial
wolf-in-sheep's-clothing or something equally nasty.

What I find problematic about this philosophy (other than the fact that its defeatist and
depressing) is that Fairy Tales should not be meant to equate Real Life. Sure, it does look like a
pretty swell job to be the hero or heroine of some medieval blockbuster - swashbuckling hero
slays evil dragon; plucky damsel bests evil stepmother and they both go riding off into a
"Happily Ever After" sunset scene. Unfortunately, we can't all be "The Fairest of Them All" or
"The Best in the Land" - for every "Chosen One" who manages to pull the sword out of the
stone, there are tonnes of other supporting cast in the background - that is probably where we
all belong in reality.

But yea, so what if we aren't the Big Damned Heroes of the show? When you think about it, fairy
tale protagonists are merely people who happen to be in the right place at the right time. Unlike
the Princess who did it right the first time, you'll might have to kiss a helluva lot of frogs to find
your Prince. Doesn't mean it wouldn't happen. Just takes alot more time, effort and heart. Also
means that you'll end up as a better person than that spoilt Princess who lucked her way into
the arms of a handsome Froggie Prince.

What we forget sometimes, is that we are the main characters of our own stories - our lives.
Sure, they may be normal till the point of being bland and banal - but it is what we have. We
make do by finding what happiness we can in the little things we do don't we? From experience,
I think its the little things that count - give your seat to the pregnant lady, put a coin into the bin
of the earnest old busker, help to clear your own plate so the over-harassed 3.50/hr temp @
Mackers can take a break - smile more; its infectious. Small little things that, as maudlin as it
sounds, gives you the "warm fuzzy feeling" that keeps you going.

Sure, I'm at best the comedic side character who would have 10 seconds of screen time in the Big
Picture - but in my own story, I am the dude who tries to make things work out for the best for
people he cares about.

That is enough for me.

What about you?'

i won't write this much for a message. but you know how i write/type things. mostly much about the same. but one thing for such that smile i had before had disappeared for very long. i cannot find that smile back. yup maybe one other day. but now it remains like that as it seems. that thing i had is lost.

guys no need to worry about me and her. things will never change. it's a path,fate and destined. i didn't make that decision. i just letting the flow out as it seems. thanks for your concerns. really appreciate them.

that's something only love can do.

2009-01-12T11:23:00.002+08:00

情歌王劲歌金曲 - 古巨基 Leo Ku Ju Ji

red cliff part 2 is NICE!
zhao wei still have the figure! and chi ling-lin one word, 'HOT!'
man! my ass hurts in the cinema!
sat too long for a show.

Shows to look out and watch for the upcoming year...
Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans
All's Well Ends Well
Love Matters
The Wedding Of The Year
The Punisher: War Zone
Street Fighter: The Legend Of Chun-li
X-men Origins: Wolverine
Night At The Museum 2: Escape From The Smithsonian
Terminator Salvation
Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen
and so more...

it's just ain't bad, it's bad.

2009-01-11T10:46:00.002+08:00

雨是眼淚 - 飛輪海

weird play mahjong yesterday! 1 round play till win $1.20 only what crap is this?
lols. sigh. really dont like going down there.
am i forgiven? am i gonna forget? am i gonna pretend?
i ain't a good pretender.
watching red cliff part 2 later!

这里的景色叫做曾经爱过
曾存在你的拥抱和温柔
撕开票根独自重游
票价是想念你的痛
你说做朋友并不是朋友
我们比路人还陌生的多
感情的废墟重建以后
谁会偶尔回来走走

我站在回忆的路口
走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
让我无法说泪水因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头
无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手
谁都在时间的秘密花园中你从没走

我说的爱你说的太自由
自由到仿佛我只是说说
未来的风景我没爱过
我只想念你的所有

我站在回忆的路口
走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落一目了然的痛
让我无法说泪水因为脆弱
我沿着命运的箭头
无奈向前走到下个人的怀中
爱你还没爱够你却要我放手
谁都在时间的秘密花园中你从没走

无论爱你想你都已经重生回忆搞错
他们能看见的是虚伪的从容

2009-01-08T23:12:00.001+08:00

我让你走了 - 潘玮柏

my morning breakfast! ah-ha! ii ate it all!
was having fever, sore throat, flu and cough.
dragged myself to school. i don't wanna miss any lessons anymore.
i don't live with regrets anymore.
open house was crowded!
new canteen opened up! i had to eat porridge due to my condition[sick]!
i hate this! the new canteen is called 'makan place' air conditioned somemore.
freaking cold! burrrrr.
play-ed chinese chess with jason & jackson!
man! there were 4 person. in the board game section.
i takes 3 minds to bring jason down!
freaking hell! what a brain i shall say!
tomorrow gym-ing again, i guess!

i still feeling it. keep telling myself not to think.

'在安靜關了燈的房間一天　躺在床上慢慢的沉澱　那一些曾熱鬧過的畫面
妳的笑臉　那些不變　說過的字眼　我將花生土司切片　調整咖啡的杯墊
無意義的在計算時間　妳離開　多少年

心裡面還是站在你這邊　那從前一直沒走遠
就好像是一圈　散不去的濃煙　我心甘情願在中間

心裡面還是站在你這邊　那從前一直沒走遠　那事過境遷
如果能重選　我寧願危險　一生不安全　在你身邊'

always let music be my words to all.

2009-01-08T02:20:00.002+08:00

man! i really hate to be sick! sneezing like mad! a day off at school and work?
i wonder? nah. guess i just will have to deal with it.

practically i sucks.

2009-01-06T15:39:00.003+08:00

心跳 (完整版) - 王力宏
Recent Activities...
DOTA! VampireFire!
Island Defence!
无敌珊宝妹!
霹雳MIT!
Knights Rider 2008!
Heroes S1,2 &3!
Leverage!
Sanctuary!
Mobile Suit Gundam 00 2nd Season!
Babylon A.D!
叶问!
Resident.Evil-Degeneration!
Wild Child!
MSN! School! Work! Gym! Workout! Sentosa!
New albums! New Songs! =)

lots of drama shows! movies! hmm... activity at school and at home!
Time killers! Visited INCOME again! COE Ju Li asked me if i wanna work again?! cool! didn't knew she wanted me back! maybe cause of the fun we interns used to bring was big and lively.

Latest News by Harold!

Haro & Xiu Mei ROM & Wedding Buffet banquet Jan 19 2009

Xiu Mei and I are getting engaged on the Jan 19 2009, the ROM solemnization begins at 4.05PM whoever are free would like to come down and join us . We are having dinner at Excelsior Hotel, level four River City restaurant, the dinner will commence at 7pm to 7.30pm.
here is the map http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel_id_2631/travel_site_12952/
those taking by MRT you can drop off at City Hall MRT and take the exit near St Andrew Cathedral and walk there.

Here is the list of people going. If any of you guys would like to come to our dinner, I will add in the list.

Nigel Confirm
Guo Wei Confirm
Randall Confirm
Cassandra Confirm
Terrence Confirm
Junhao Confirm
Rin Confirm
Wendy Confirm
Dorothy Confirm
Jeviar Confirm
Astley Confirm
Ricoz Confirm
Shawn Confirm
Zero Confirm
Jianwei Confirm
Jianwei' Gf Confirm
Wei Loong Confirm
Fai unconfirm
Ken unconfirm
Mite unconfirm

Note: Xiu Mei and I we are just having a simple wedding, the wedding dinner is buffet dinner, there's no ceremony , no wedding cake or other elaborate stuff. The dinner commence at 7pm to 7.30pm , there's a list of food u can order, then they serve you, last order at 9.30pm, drinks and beer are addtional charges. I will be paying the bill, so need to bao hong bao

Congratulation Harold bro & Xiumei!

Seeya on the 19 JAN 09'

lastly life still moves on eventually...

2008-12-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

没原因就是喜欢你

在初次相遇有重逢的心情

深呼吸让心动隐形

完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气

等我等你放下你的犹豫

嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛

我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你

就像海眷恋天空般的心情

你前进看着你背影

就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名

爱如果已没有我的空隙

嘿只要你可以永远开心

我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

把祝福送给你

Oh I believe Cause I believe

那幸福不灭的定律

你的手心不一定要由我握紧

就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜

也值得我放弃

suddenly moodiness outburst.

2008-12-28T16:58:00.001+08:00

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

Believe it or not! I am one of those things that happen to good people.

我以为 - 品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

2008-12-27T01:56:00.002+08:00

memories are meant to be forgotten.
good or bad. both sides.
2008' thank you and good bye.
=)

心跳 - Wang Lee Hom

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的塬点
　　　　
你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那么点后悔
　　　　爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
　　　　
但身不由己出现在胸口两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
　　　　
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
　　　　
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
　　　　
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

2008-12-25T02:20:00.001+08:00

Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance

Merry Xmas 08' n Happy New Year 09'

說說你為什麼為什麼要走說你為何要分手
別拖求你別軟弱求你說出口分手的理由

但你卻拖拖拖拖到什麼時候
如果要走卻又為何停留
請你別拖拖拖大聲的說出口
請你要痛就痛給我個快活

如果說你要走我不會留我不去管以後
然後我們說清楚一句話就夠
如果說你要走我不會留我不去管以後
多麼痛多麼的難過
別越愛越難過

然後連話都不說繼續沉默
連朋友都沒的作為了什麼
然後跟別人說你其實還是愛我
就算了吧壞人我來作

2008-12-20T14:20:00.003+08:00

Lonely birthday yesterday. well not that much of specialties.
went gym. went home. rest at home.
That goes my celebration for yesterday.
*laugh* pathetic. since primary 3 onwards till last year.
This is how my birthdays are celebration.
Normal me doing usual daily routine stuffs.
Last night staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hope or dream
Try to dull an inner scream
But you saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home and now I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was grey
You gave me everything and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold
You were there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
Holding your hands
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We never be alone
But all that has long turned into ashes and blown away.
Never to find the sparkle again.

我从前不相信
捉摸不定的爱情
那天的故事像城市传奇
也许神的安排
让我终於遇见你
你说要一点时间考虑
我很愿意
把心快讯给你
你让我把对爱的迷
变成决心
爱上未来的你
为了一颗柔软的心
我被困在这爱情的迷雾里
想念著消失的你
爱上未来的你
我也没有时光机器
只能活在第一次的见面里
捍卫了我们的约定
你是那么单纯的一条美人鱼
活在惊心动魄城市里悄悄呼吸
没有了力气
看著人海思考爱情迷题
找到你爱上你
我的脑袋里面的大小回忆
没有留下空白
你占据了所有区域
我不需要谁定下的规矩说可不可以
我知道自己很爱你

it's ok

2008-12-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

thank you for everything you have done up till.
may it's good or it's bad.
i did cherish the memories and times.
you gave me the most memorable birthday last year.
unfortunately, this year there won't be a birthday celebration at all.
cause i ruined it all.
i cried. i suffered. i vowed.
if there's still hope, maybe in the future you still be someone i cherish and loved.
there will not be anyone replaceable in my life.
it's you who gave me all i needed once.
but now i know there's no way you can give them to me anymore.
cause the place is replaceable and the heart once known was forgotten and faded.
cries and tears won't change it.
the pain indulged in my heart won't heal yet.
when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
that's when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad cause i never listen
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
cause made my promise every night
you can count on me for life
when nothing you do could change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
when I love you
no matter what
so when you turn to hide your eyes
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look that you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
no matter what.

thank you.
cherished.

我知道傷心不能改變什麽
那麽讓我誠實一點
誠實難免有不能控制的宣洩
只有關上了門不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裏面
手機讓它休息一夜
難.想切歌切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點

生日快樂我對自己說
蠟燭點了寂寞亮了
生日快樂淚也融了
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你帶一點恨
還要時間才能平衡
熱戀傷痕幻滅重生
祝我生日快樂

2008-12-17T19:43:00.002+08:00

i'm really so mess up right now. feel very messy.
i don't feel right at all.
wanna move forward without you
but i don't dare.
something doesn't feel right at all.
i'm always indecisive. who wants a guy that indecisive with zero confidence in doing things?
i feel like washing this pain once and for all.
yet i wanna feel happy at the same time.
why is it so hard? =`(

我曾经以为　
那是一次潇洒的邂逅
所以我一直相信　
能够轻易说hello
抱着游戏的心情
考验自己没有防备的感情
不在乎自己有没有这种能力
我必须承认　
不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情　
闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地
是你决定我的伤心
是你决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉
拥有所有的你
是你决定我的伤心
是你决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇
我不会让你
决定我的伤心
☆歌词提供：张保湖
相信我　
不是有意打扰你的心
但我如何会知道
竟会是你决定我的伤心
我必须承认　
不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情　
闯进尘封已久的禁地

2008-12-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

SORRY!
Cries in a distance
Can’t stop the tremble
I’m just awaiting my turn
Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why won’t you be happy
Come to me and take my hand to eternal paradise
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
CAUSE All I hear is 3 2 1

The scream from the guns
And then 1by1
No one gets to run
Someone’s dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
No…no…
CAUSE All I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore…
I fall…
I call…

=`(

淚水將我淹沒到底誰該難過
究竟是誰放掉這段感情
我才終於明白辦不到的承諾就成了枷鎖
現實中幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴她我不愛她
笑著難過自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎橫了心說真心謊話

別告訴她我還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口就讓沉默代替所有回答

我才終於明白辦不到的承諾就成了枷鎖
現實中幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴她我不愛她
笑著難過自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎橫了心說真心謊話

別告訴她我還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口就讓沉默代替所有回答

我不愛我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心話言不由衷

請告訴她我不愛她
笑著難過自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎橫了心說真心謊話

別告訴她我還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口就讓沉默代替所有回答

別告訴她我還想她就讓沉默代替所有回答

2008-12-16T15:52:00.008+08:00

currently got up to episode 14(last one).
freaking nice show la.
everyone must watch!
channel U now showing.

anyway just hope my life has no more falls liao. =)
must continue to strive and move on.
Goals in life: IT auditor [$5k pay(standard pay from the salary gross chart)] - getting more ambitious =) hee
MUST SMILE! VINCENT!
you can be replace but so can you.
=`(
don't why it still hurts me while saying thiss.
nevermind.
must try to look up and walk this path to the other end of the light.
*sob* just let me cry and scream out the whole day bah.
maybe i will feel much more better.
thank you year 2008.
you left me the WORST and BEST memories. miserable.

if you didn't show your attitude again, today won't be that terrible.
blame it on yourself.

中文名: 不良笑花

资源格式: RMVB

版本: [国语中字]

首播时间: 2008年09月07日

导演: 张博昱

演员: 蒋小花 .... 杨丞琳
唐门 .... 潘玮柏
贾思乐 .... 藤冈靛
江蜜 .... 陈妍希
蒋大树 .... 检场
阿八婶 .... 文英
贾母 .... 席曼宁

地区: 台湾

语言: 普通话

简介:

【剧　　名】：不良笑花
【集　　数】：14集
【年　　份】：2008
【格　　式】：TV-RMVB
【语　　言】：国语
【字　　幕】：中文
【导　　演】：张博昱
【演员】：
蒋小花....杨丞琳饰
唐门....潘玮柏饰
贾思乐....藤冈靛饰
江蜜....陈妍希饰
蒋大树....检场饰
阿八婶....文英饰
贾　母....席曼宁饰
【内容简介】：
故事梗概:
　　专业时尚造型大师-唐门、小花饰品专卖店老闆-蒋小花，原本不可能有交集的两个人，却因一次意外的共乘相遇。凡事要求完美的唐门，本来就不容许任何不完美的东西在他面前呈现，但蒋小花，那个全身俗到最高点的恐龙妹竟然就这样走进他的生命？更夸张的是：她还敢对他做的造型品头论足？!
“没有品味的人比感冒病毒还可怕，妳，最好离我远一点”！唐门对小花，避之唯恐不及，心想，永不要再见她。但怎料到，这个俗暴的恐龙妹竟会捡到自己最珍贵的剪刀组，还要胁他，要他替她改造，让她可以嫁入豪门？！
“我，不会接吻怎么办”？
乐观自信的小花，一向对自己的造型无敌有自信，可是却在小学同学贾思乐的回国欢迎会中，第一次对自己的造型感到挫败，为了让自己配得上贾思乐，她找唐门帮她改造！可是江山易改本性难移，小花外观虽然可以打扮地漂漂亮亮，可是本性却怎么也改不了。
小时候就好打抱不平，对总是被别班男生欺负，又胖又丑又笨的贾思乐，小花义不容辞伸出援手，还常讲笑话给他听。那时，贾思乐就许下长大后，一定要娶小花的承诺。虽然贾思乐后来随父母远赴日本求学，但他从来没有忘记过小花，所以12年后，他回来了，而且要追求小花！
为了可以跟贾思乐接吻，小花找唐门讨教，但唐门这个示范性的吻，却使两人不知不觉产生曖昧情愫。唐门逐渐意识到自己对小花的情感，但内心却不愿相信自己竟会爱上小花，所以更用力地将小花往贾思乐推去！而小花也理不清楚自己到底是爱贾思乐还是唐门了？
“只要找机会，让那个小花知难而退就行了”！
江蜜，是贾思乐母亲心头唯一承认的媳妇。贾思乐为了躲避母亲的撮合，积极把江蜜和他最要好朋友~唐门撮合在一起，并向贾母介绍小花。好不容易贾母从反对，莫名其妙转为支持时，小花竟然告诉他，她爱上他最好的朋友~唐门？！
江蜜为了顺着贾思乐，开始与唐门约会，也帮助小花，实际上她却一直在找机会让小花知难而退。一开始她以为小花爱的是贾思乐的钱，要唐门帮忙让小花爱上他，没想到最后唐门竟然真的爱上小花？而贾思乐也没有因此回到自己身边，再加上一直支持她的贾母态度有了180度的大转变，支持小花嫁入贾家……
这四个人的爱情，究竟会如何？

蒋小花 24岁（杨丞琳饰）
像时下的小女生，爱在身上别满任何闪亮闪亮的饰品，恨不得把所有颜色都穿在身上，根本不管搭不搭！这种品味，在任何有时尚sense的人眼中都是惨不忍睹、俗到最高点，但小花觉得他们才是没眼光！
在自家经营的饰品店帮忙，从小只有爸爸和阿嬤。以为妈妈过世，却不知道其实自己不是爸爸所生！她的亲生母亲，未婚生下她后，就将她交给大树，不知去向……爸爸和阿嬤因为不知如何解释，索性骗她妈妈已经过世……
虽然没有妈妈，但小花活得乐观自信！很爱讲笑话的她永远停不下来，脑中像有笑话资料库一样，想到就会讲个笑话逗人开心！
一向对自己的造型无敌有自信的小花，却在小学同学贾思乐面前感到挫败，为了让自己配得上眼前这位王子，她找上毒舌造型师唐门，帮她改造！

唐门 26岁（潘瑋柏饰）
时尚、品味一流的名造型师，专为艺人打理造型。自信、臭屁、机车、毒舌，除贾思乐外几乎没有人能跟他相处。生平最讨厌不美的东西，万万没想到会认识俗女，还受她威胁，要他改造她！？
虽说是他在改造小花，却没想到同时被她影响‧本来心肠就不坏，渐渐也发现了小花的优点。只是毒舌本色，明明心里想说好话，一出口却变本加厉，和小花衝突连连。
知道小花改造的目的是要嫁入豪门，但没想到那个豪门竟是自己最好的朋友贾思乐！唐门内心产生巨大挣扎！为顾全友情，他应该说出真相，偏偏他和小花下了赌注，不准将这件事告诉任何人！
更惨的是，唐门再不愿意也不得不面对的——他爱上小花了！？这个全世界最俗气的女生？！天哪~不会吧？

贾思乐 24岁（藤冈靛饰）
小花的小学同班同学。虽然家里有钱，但小时候又胖又丑又笨、总是被别班男生欺负、脸上永远是一把鼻涕一把泪的，总是靠爱打抱不平的小花出手援救，并说笑话让他破涕为笑。从此，贾思乐就很喜欢跟在小花后面，一天到晚叫她说笑话给他听！「我长大以后，一定要娶妳！」小小的贾思乐许了小花一个未来，但小花只当他是开玩笑。
小学毕业后，跟父母去了日本，12年后回来掌管家族企业，所以讲话有日本腔，中文程度也不太好。当他回国出现在小花眼前时，不禁令小花傻眼！这个又高又帅的王子是贾思乐？还口口声声说要娶自己！？小花根本不敢相信……「现在是你在说笑话吗？」

江蜜 22岁 (陈妍希饰)
与其说她美丽，不如说她的气质更吸引人。自信、大方，话不多，却让人感受到安静的力量，这就是她未语先笑的魅力！
和贾家是家族世交，又和贾思乐是青梅竹马，所以当她父母搬到海外去拓展事业时，自然放心让她住在贾家。再加上贾思乐的妈妈一直很喜欢她，把她当作媳妇，所以当贾思乐说自己喜欢小花时，她依然相信，贾思乐到最后一定还是属於她……
因贾思乐认识唐门，并很清楚唐门对她一见钟情。瞭解贾思乐是故意安排她和唐门约会，但仍顺势利用机会假意接近唐门，实际试探贾思乐的反应。最后得知唐门爱上小花，遂要唐门帮她……

蒋大树 48岁（检场饰）
小花的爸爸。
心肠很软的烂好人，很容易借人钱、看电视会哭。原本生意做得还不错，却因不是请客就是让人赊帐，所以做什么倒什么。
一心想当演员，却永远只有临演的分，虽然只有一两句台词，就足够让他开心地飞上天。然而他的内心却藏了一个天大的秘密~那就是『小花不是他亲生的！』
原来当初他会愿意扶养小花，是因为喜欢小花的母亲~雅安，当她遭情人拋弃，未婚生下小花时，他照顾她们，但小花的母亲只当他是好朋友，她将小花託付给他送给一个好人家后，便不知去向。而他却因痴情，亲自扶养小花，后又怕后母会虐待小花，终生未娶

阿八婶 65岁（文英饰）
小花的阿嬤。
简单来说，就是「老小花」。阿八婶虽老，却和小花一样喜欢任何闪亮的东西。当年对於大树抱回毫无血缘关係的小花，且为了她终生不娶，非常不谅解，后来觉得小花真的很可爱，疼爱小花就像大树亲生。
很节俭、小气，每天待在家里做手工、穿珠花，供饰品店贩售。最大的心愿是到乡下买块地，养鸡养鸭过简单的生活。所以小花平时就唱着「蒋老太太有块地呀依啊依啊呦～」
祖孙俩感情很好，非常疼爱小花，总在她难过时安慰她；小花也很孝顺，一心期待有一天能为阿嬤买一块地

贾母（雅安） 48岁（席曼宁饰）
贾思乐的妈妈，其实是后母。
有些许姿色，但尖锐的眼神和一张冷漠的脸足以让人不寒而慄！
身为贾氏集团负责人的她，其实有一段不为人知的过去。当年那段不堪回首的感情，让她变得不再相信任何人，因此对於贾思乐想与出身不佳的小花结婚非常不满，想尽办法要让小花知难而退。一直到她发现小花竟是…

JoJo 24岁（小call 饰）
女，蒋小花的小学同学兼好友。
在银行当小妹。聒噪、爱打扮、走台妹路线。和小花的穿着打扮品味一样，但两人都觉得比对方美，虽然时常斗嘴，感情还是像姊妹淘一样好。

豆子 24岁 (是元介饰)
男，小花的小学同学兼好友。
在饮料鸡排店工作，时常送外卖来给小花。个性基本上就是个男版小花，却也常被小花和JoJo欺负。

赖瑞克 25岁（丹尼饰）
男，唐门的贴身助理。
高高帅帅，却又搞笑、很会耍嘴皮子却很害怕唐门，是唐门身边的窗口和翻译机，有时会扮演推唐门和蒋小花一把的角色。

吉诺 26岁（庞云徽饰）
男，造型师。
为了赢可以用尽心机不择手段。和唐门的做事态度和理念完全不同。对女人都是用好言软语，目的是要赚她们的钱；而唐门虽然嘴巴坏，但讲的却都是最有用的建议。

唐父＆唐母 50岁 (庞祥麟&金玉嵐饰)
唐门的父亲和母亲。
唐父是外科医生权威，因唐门不愿走医生这条路导致父子关係决裂，最后经小花修补俩人关係。
唐母是温良谦让型慈母，对唐门离家伤心不已、对先生固执无可奈何，多年来只盼望看到父子俩有重修旧好的一天。

2008-12-15T20:28:00.002+08:00

Thats Why I Love You - Ashlee Simpson
Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
I don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep it alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

You said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
When I stumble and fall
How I gonna act
Like what I had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
You know my heart is breaking
We learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

what am i doing?
i shouldn't get jealous
but the things you used to do for me is yet to someone else.
well what do you care?
i just an empty shell.
you used to give it your all.
not even trying once again
you gave up long time ago.
you said you chose none.
it's complicated.
you're loving your life right now.
nevermind i'm just an empty shell.

you don't care.
you don't wanna know.
you don't feel it anymore.
cast aside everything.

right now i'm a nobody.
lost inside. dark outside.

what am i suppose to do? what am i suppose...

i tried so hard to forget you.
i think of you.
i tired so hard to ignore you.
i seems i can't.
i tried so hard to get you back.
it hurts.
i tried not to fall.
i fell down again.
i tried not to turn back.
i turned again.

is this me? who is this fucker?
who is the stupid mindless asshole?
no use writing this online, saying it out i guess.
you feel nothing. it not you anymore.
i just feel lousy.

it's ain't the same no more.